YOU'RE A PREDATOR

Dear 2.10,
Your actions are the antithesis of your bullshit. What you do speaks so loudly I can’t hear what you say (don’t seethe at me, Emerson wrote that). Why, in any sort of adult exchange anyone needs to recite the remedialities of reciprocity in the context of relationships, I’ve yet to comprehend. People don’t seek out for target people they ‘care’ about. People don’t render people they ‘care’ about expendable. People don’t intermittently resuscitate their decrepit ego by re-destroying these cared about people. You are a poison worse than cancer. Cancer isn’t personal. Its targets, though sometimes predisposed, are random compared to your highly deliberate bulls-eye.

This is nothing short of predatory. Methodical malice is predatory. If it’s voiceless victims you want then just kill them straight away instead of dismembering them, and then dismembering the dismembered. What qualifies a deserving target anyway? Sincerity? A crack in the door? Honest feelings humbled in confidence, the buffet your ego craves, swoops down on, sucks dry and vanishes like some guiltless hit-and-run? WHAT DO YOU GET FROM THAT?

You make choices again and again that maintain your misery. What is there to assume except that you favor the state you curse? This is no accidental disregard. This is consciously orchestrated. Not choosing is a choice. Woe is you? You’ve gotten exactly what you’ve engineered! That’s more than a lot of people can say. Most people are still working towards something, you on the other hand have achieved and excelled! You have created a realm devoid of responsibility and accountability and integrity; god knows they’re taxing, f’ng self-governance and all. Of course you’ve cashed in self-worth and purpose, and any sign of value in the bathroom mirror, but clearly you’ve remained committed to what you favor and have done whatever it takes to perpetuate this existence – that takes determination. It’s damn hard work being more and more miserable over more and more time. A lot of people would’ve given up and caved to meaningfulness long ago. So again – shut the fuck up, you’re a fucking success! Lock and load and off you go.